welcome to my life.....

paki basa poh!!
Message: There was a boy who liked a
girl and his
name
was Dave. She liked him too, well thats
what
she
was told...but one day she was walking to
class
and she heard someone call her name
when
she
turned around Dave was there...

"Hey wait up!" he called.

She waited for a few seconds and let him
catch up
then once he did she started walking
again.

"Yes,you need something?" she said
"Yea...a favor."he said.
"Sure what is it?"she asked.
"Go out with me." he said with a gleam in
his
eyes.
"ok...sure."she said secretly jumping with
joy
in
her mind.

He walked her to class and kissed her
good
bye...then the late bell rang and he sprug
down the
hall to get to class. He walked her to class
every
day and Kissed her every day and he was
with
her
every chance he got. Then days turned
into
weeks
and weeks turned into months and months
turned
into a year and he still ran to catch up
with her.
It
was the day of their one year anniversary
and
he
walked her to class gave her a box and a
kiss...then he whispered into her ear..."I
love
you."
then he left. She opened the gift and it
was a
ring...a gorgeous ring. That night they
were
out at
dinner to celebrate and all he surprised
me...AGAIN...

"Hey...you know how I said that I loved
you?
"he
asked
"yea?" She got really nervous....
"I really do.... you know I love you..."

She didnt say any thing and She knew he
wanted
her to say it but she didnt want to seem
stupid
so
she stuffed food in her mouth and he
didnt
say
anything but she could tell he was
disapointed.
They got done eating and he was driving
her
home
at the red light he turned and looked at
her...

"Why wont you say you love me? dont
you love
me like I love you?" he asked,

She didnt know what to say She loved
him
more
than She could imagine but She just
didnt
know
how or when to say it...

"I...I...lov...."

BOOM!!!!!!!!!! a semi had hit the driver
side and
ramed them right into a lake.The next
day She
was in the hospital and all she could think
about
was if Dave was ok...so she got out of her
bed
and
searched for him...but when she found
him he
was
barly alive...seeing the one she loved
near
death
made her drop to her knees and cry...

"Dave I love you...I've loved you since the
first
day
we meant I love you soooo much dont
you
leave
me please dont leave me I need you
here...I
LOVE
YOU!!!!"

With his very last breath he said...

"Hey...I love you too." then he was gone.

A week later she was able to go home but
she
wasnt ready to face school yet and her
mom
understood. She went up to her room and
She
found a note inside the ring box....

Hey,
I hope you like this ring. It was my
grandma's
she
told me to give it to the one I love and
well I
love
you. No matter what happens to me I will
always
love you. If I died today I want to die
knowing
you
love me...I wont leave this earth with out
knowing
you love me. Ashley your always in my
heart
forever until the day I die.
Dave.

p.s.
I love you now...I will love you forever.

repost this if you never got the chance to
know
if
the one you loved loved you too...or
LOVE
SOMEONE SOOO MUCH YOU WOULD
DIE
WITHOUT THEM

hayyyy......knina we had our orientation n CSB.....it was so00 fun.... i met a lot of pipol....my blockmates r soo00 friendly...kwela....makukulit din tulad ko..... .......daming games para mas maging bonded kmi....hehe.... .....tpos kailangan pa namn gumwa ng cheer for our block....imagine for 10 mins lng may nagawa kami....may liftings pa kasama....hehe.....in fact i was chosen to lift one of the girls..hehe... buti n lng she's not dat heavy..hehe....so easy.... ......saya!!!...the other blocks were so amazed wit our performance.....haha.....haayyy...ang hirap talagang maging part ng cream section....tsk tsk....hihi... ....saya...tpos prang ang saya salihan ng lhat ng organizations.....i wanted to try photography...mukang masaya kasi dis yr mdami silang places na puntahan...beach...moutntains....ADVENTURES!!!.....haha.....and maybe the coro san benilde....chorale grup...luv to sing.... ... i also claimed my ID..i wanna try it nah!!!....hehe.....cant wait to place my wallet on top of the sensor....ayaw ko na magsulat pa ng name ko sa guest list!!..haha...sa monday na pasok namin.....too bad for me....7am ang pasok ko....tpos monday pa yun....haayyy traffic!!! bad3p!! Animo La Salle!! Animo Benilde!!!

Last nyt kc gumimik kmi ng mga pinsan ko…..at first di namin alam kung san kmi pupnta tpos tumawag ung “bestfriend” ng ate ko……nanood xa ng concert ni Ja Rule…eh ung bestfriend nya n un nagtatrabaho sa Araneta Col.…edi un nabalitaan nya na si Ja Rule pupnta ng V Bar…..so sabi ko dun n lng kmi punta bka mkita namn si Ja Rule……soo tiningnan muna namn sa Malate kung may tao….wala…sabi ko sa Greenbelt n lng…..eh di pumunta kami ng Greenbelt…pero umikot muna kami sa V Bar tiningtan namn kung mdami tao…..mdami nga sa may labas……pero tiningan muna namn sa Greenbelt kung ano meron …….sa Ice muna kmi pumunta…mga 15 mins lng kmi dun kc pangit ung music…….tapos nag Temple Bar n lng kmi….hmm..mga 30 mins lng kmi nandun….tpos un we decided to go n lng sa V Bar…….pagdating namn dun…dami ng tao……hehe…nagpark muna kmi…tpos sa tabi namn may F150 n may black american Sa loob…sabi p nga namn bka si Ja Rule…hehe…dip la…..so un pumunta n kmi sa V Bar….may entrance nga ng 300….nagulat kmi kc usually 200 lng dapat………pagpasok namn sa loob….mjo wla mashadong tao…sabi p nga namn sayang ung 300….dpat sa Temple n lng kmi…..kala din namn knina pa umalis sina Ja Rule…..so mga bandang 1:30am…padami ng padami ung tao….tpos dumating ung mga egoy…..pti ung nakita namn na nsa F150…..tpos un kla nga namin sina Ja Rule na…..di p pla…..dami din celebrities… nandun si Jen Rosendal, Juliana Palermo, Bianca King, Richard and Raymond, Anna Fegi, ung nanalo sa MTV VJ hunt(di ko maxado kilala), tpos may isang supermodel, mga models,tapos may isang teen star dun di ko alam ung name, singer na lalaki(di ko din kilala), host ng gameplan, Rudy Fernandez……tpos ung mga crowd dun hilig mag kodakan ksma ung mga frends nila….sabi ko nga sa ate ko dapat dinala namin ung digicam…. Kala daw kc nila dinala ko kc kinunan ko sila ng pix bago kmi umalis….tpos un mga bandang 2:00am……may pinagkakaguluhan na sila dun…nung una di ko mashado napansn….tpos sabi ni ate ko si Ja Rule na nga un…nung una ayaw ko maniwala eh…pero nung nkit ko na dun sa may VIP section, mga 3meters lng layo samin….ang daming kumukuha ng pix…..tpos ung music puro Ja Rule na……eh di mejo naging masya ung crowd….tpos…sabi ko nga sulit pla ung 300 hehe...pra na rin kami nanood sa Araneta na nasa front seat...hehe.....sobrang nagsisisi ako kung bakit di ko dinala ung digicam….kasi sooobrang lapit namn sa kanya…..kausap p nga niya si Bianca King eh…..pti sila inaasar ako sayang daw di ko dinala ung digicam…….ung ibang mga tao nga dun tlgang kuha ng kuha ng pix…ung iba kunwari dedma….. sayaang tlaga once in a lifetime!!.....eh wala mashado tao sa VBar nun kya tlgang libreng libre ka kumuha ng pix…pde k p nga magpapix eh……tpos…..mga 30 mins lng siguro siya dun….nung paalis na…kinunan ko xa ng pix sa celphne ko….ako namn tatanga tanga nabura ko ung unang picture, ung may muka nya tlga….kasi kumuha pa ko ulit eh….tpos un nakunan ko nkatalikod na….kainis tlga!!!!!...... ang lalaki kasi nung mga bouncer nya eh!!...natabunan sya….ang liit nya kasi….mas malaki pa ko…ung pinsan ko nga eh nahawakan pa xa…hehe………sayang tlga ung picture……sayang din ung digicam di ko nadala…….. sayayaaaaang!!!!!!!!!..........biruin mo Hollywood supahstar un oh….pang asar tlga……….di nga ko maniwala nung umpisa eh…hehe….nung nkita ko tlaga….si Ja Rule nga!!....tpos mga ilang mins after dumating namn sina Cogie domingo and Patrick Garcia….hehe….sabi ko nga bka ang pinunta nila dun si Ja Rule…sabi ko nga sa pinsan ko sabihin nya kay Patrick ung ex gf nya si Bianca King ksma ni Ja Rule……hehe……..kung ayaw nyo maniwala pumunta p kyo ng V Bar and ask d crew kung nagpunta nga dun si Ja Rule or not……im sure namn may pix ni Ja Rule sa V Bar na lalabas jan sa Friendster…sa Magazine, kasi may mga paparazzi dun…. …..try k nga tingnan ung acct ni Bianca King ehh…im sure may pix sila magkasama …….haha………

"I won't cry no more,
I won't drownin' my tears,
I won't die no more,
I've got over my fears...
And i'm movin' on....
Girl i know wat to do....
Coz i'm better off without you...
And we both know that it's true....."

And I....

Darlin' I, I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go



Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me



Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

(Baby, Im sorry. Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl. I know you put all your trust
in me, I'm sorry I let you down. Please forgive me girl.)

I'm gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe, in the spirit of love
it can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees, begging you please
Come home



Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

(Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family)

Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way things used to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, til you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Maybe you'll soon forget about all
or maybe you'll miss it like I doone thing's for sure:
I'm all knocked out
spend too much time thinking of you

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind
and your smile is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Don't wanna write, I don't wanna call,
- I would not know what to say
It should be you, that's how I want it to be
Tell me you feel the same way

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind
and your smile is tattooed on my mind
and I can't get you out of my dreams

Oh, yesterday I was feeling safe
All I do today is trying to be brave
And no melody can seem to soothe my mind
And now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind
and your face is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams

Yes I know you're tatooed on my mind you're tatooed.

last april 8-10, we wnt to puerto galera...haha..it was so nice....in fact it was my third tym n nga to go der...hehe...sooo00brang dami ng tao...pati sa gabi....party til morn'...saya nga eh...nakaklimutan ko lhat ng mga problema....wahehe....saya rin mg island hopping....saya din pumunta dun sa cave.....waaahhhh.....kala ko nga di ako magkakasya..hihi...ang liit ng entrance papnta.....pero ang ganda pagkalabas mo ng cave...prang ibang world...waaaahhhehehe......sana maulit un............

My shattered dreams and broken heart
 Are mending on the shelf
 I saw you holding hands
 Standing close to someone else
 Now I sit all alone
 Wishing all my feeling was gone
 I gave my best to you
 Nothing for me to do
 But have one last cry
 
 One last cry
 Before I leave it all behind
 I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
 Stop living a lie
 I guess I'm down to my last cry
 
 I was here, you were there
 Guess we never could agree
 While the sun shines on you
 I need some love to rain on me
 Still I sit all alone
 Wishing all my feeling was gone
 Gotta get over you
 Nothing for me to do
 But have one last cry
 
 One last cry
 Before I leave it all behind
 I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
 Stop living a lie
 
 I know I gotta be strong
 Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on
 
 I'm gonna dry my eyes
 Right after I end my one last cry
 
 
 One last cry
 Before I leave it all behind
 I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last  time
 Been living a lie
 I guess I'm down 
 I guess I'm down
 I guess I'm down...
 to my last cry

Am I trying to hard
To Keep this love alive
You don't seem to care
About this love that we had
I called you last night
But you were not there
I didn't here from you at all today

I can't play this game
I'm just wasting my time
You leave me with no other choice
But to say goodbye
I want to work things out
But what's the point of it if
I have to be in love alone
It's not worth it anymore

It's hard for me to say goodbye
The tears are falling down my eyes
I'm sorry,
I'm Sorry, but we tried...


I thought we shared a life that was full of love
But now I realize we shared an empty hope
I will cry my last cry
Before I say bye bye
I will sing my last love song for you tonight

I can't play this game
I'm just wasting my time
You leave me with no other choice
But to say goodbye
I want to work things out
But what's the point of it if
I have to be in love alone
It's not worth it anymore


It's hard for me to say goodbye
We did out best to make things right
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, but we tried...

I thought we shared a life that was full of love
But now I realize we shared an empty hope
I will cry my last cry
Before I say bye bye
I will sing my last love song for you tonight

I can't play this game
I'm just wasting my time
You leave me with no other choice
But to say goodbye
I want to work things out
But what's the point of it if
I have to be in love alone
It's not worth it anymore